Our Face.

Are you just Being your face? Or are you ‘holding’ or ‘making’ a false or contrived face, to look a certain way?

I was tortured as a child to hold my face in unnatural positions, in the hope I might train myself to look more suitable to my mother’ s eyes.
With the invention of the mirror and camera, we have become increasingly more focused on how our face looks, rather than on what it shows we are feeling.

My mother made harsh critical comments about my face countless times a day. “What face are you making, now?” pestering me endlessly. I took to covering my face around her and my brother to give myself some peace, a desperate act and a natural thing that I felt to do as a child to shield myself from them. I later discovered it was the same means Joseph Merrick who had been named ‘elephant man’ had used. I gained strength and found camaraderie in learning of him.

She seemed more provoked by that thought “What face are you making under that?” then “Take it off, so I can see you face.”  I saw her, you see, and my face showed her that I saw her.   My face showed her that I was so saddened and disappointed in her as my mother, and that I expected no sense or caring from her.  Such that it was.

I was her mirror, as she really was, not as ‘she would have other’s believe’ as she had learned to do from her own solution-seeking creativity, and she couldn’t stand it.  She had learned nothing of self development or of our natural healing journey, that is our life, and her creativity had taken a dark turn.

But our face shows to the world what we are feeling – or even thinking – through its incredible array of nerves and muscles so that it can give us expression. And yet again, in this day and age we even paralyze these so that we can control how our face looks. I was sad, so I looked sad, and this ‘just wouldn’t do’. 😉 Being “god ugly” was one thing, but I had to look as though she was the perfect mother, and was even tormented by them for “looking miserable” after they had caused this natural reaction. 😉

Are you just Being your face? Or are you ‘holding’ or ‘making’ a false or contrived face, to look a certain way? Do you even know how your face might look, really smiling? We exude joy and light through our eyes, more than our mouth. 😉

My mother made me smile for a camera – the only time I ever smiled – yet it was her ‘approved smile’ for my face, rather than ‘me smiling’. 😉 My mouth had to be a certain size, with eyes that didn’t go “too Chinesey” and I was made to hold them as wide open as I could and not blink. Another torturous time sitting endlessly on a hard wooden chair, while I contorted my face into her mirror. I think she even thought she could change my face, if she had me ‘train it.’

While it is in our interest to feel we look good – as good as we can be – so we are confident to be us, it is how we are feeling that even here, is really of importance. If we look ‘good’ but feel crappy, we still don’t feel good. 😉
Our face is to reflect to the outside world what is happening inside.

I am really tired of respectable or expensive clothes on unhealthy misshapen bodies, and well made up faces on people who cannot smile. I grew up knowing the truth behind such a person, and grow up I did, despite every effort against it.

I survived my childhood, and just as I would like to play some part in preventing anyone else having to go through the same, I would like to share what it is I know, about the extent denying our true selves can have on our basic species ability to behave in normal circumstances.

My ‘mother’ – in adverted commas purposely as a mother she was not – was largely a product of her stern ‘Victorian English’ upbringing and had lost all ability to feel, rendering her ‘psychopathic’ , and as my speech therapist said “the mother from hell. ” This could have been prevented.

We are here on Earth TO FEEL. We can have lovely clothes and makeup, but can we also have functioning human bodies inside them? And no matter how obsessed we may become with our appearance, we must still allow for our full feeling experience. If we do not, there will be dire consequences.on a humanity scale. It is evident already. 🙂

 

The ‘Art’ of Conversation.

Have you heard conversation referred to as ‘Art’?  And it is our creativity at its very best.

To Be human is to create, and our brain is the size it is for our creativity, and particularly our creation of our speech.

It is a true game of skill to enable another’s creativity for their benefit, while enhancing our own verbal time with another, so that we bring into reality, that which we ourselves wish to create. Hence the term, the ‘Art of Conversation.’ To ‘make’ something come to the mind of another, for their sharing. 🙂

I use the term ‘verbal table tennis’ for that all too common question and answer habit, stemming from ignorance, that disables our own creative ability with our words, and distracts us from the very point of speech. But this isn’t conversation…

And Present moment sharing, is putting a voice to what comes to mind ‘to share’.  This can come from a zen state, a thoughtless space, a mindless space, and is not the space we need to enter into to retrieve something from our ‘data files’, via the mind, as when to answer a question.  This isn’t conversation either…

‘Conversation’ on the other hand IS a creation. Removing us from just the Present moment, yes, as need be, for examples and explanation, or as our creativity requires of it, but it is our own creation all the same.

Direct questioning, or direct answering of one another, is not, and is where we are giving our focus, intent and creativity completely away.  In ‘conversation’ – an invention of ours – we are still not designed to be asking questions of one another, unless invited to do so on a topic.

The true art of conversation involves the skill of bringing to the mind of your listener, for their sharing, what it is you wish to hear or learn of, or have them share with you, for their pleasure.  This is a skill.  Or maybe you only wish to keep them near you, for their vibe or pleasure you get from looking at them, but want them to enjoy time spent with you.

Questioning one another directly as though we are encyclopedias, is ‘lost’ behavior, 😉 symptomatic of our creativity gone wrong, from where we enabled those with authority greater power of questioning, so it began to be something desired, to seem to hold a greater respect, or higher position in society.

We are vast and we are magnificent, and we are designed to be completely in the driver seat of where our consciousness is directed, as we direct it.

What we think of or focus on, is where our creative power goes for that moment. To be able to control the attention of another, their consciousness, their entire creative ability, is an honor and privilege.

It is a true game of skill to enable another’s creativity for their benefit, while enhancing our own verbal time with another, so that we bring into reality, that which we ourselves wish to create.
Hence the term, the ‘Art of Conversation.’ 🙂

When ‘No Show’ Is the Best ‘Show’

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Our absence is a very powerful thing.

Never underestimate the value and power in NOT participating or enabling something.

Our choices make us, so what we choose to not do, is as important as what we do. 😉

Think of how many places we can be absent from at any one time! 😀 When we make our absence work for us, it helps us realize the power and importance in saying “No”.

Our “no’ choice is as important as our “yes”and it is our design to learn what is specific to our unique self.  Never ‘go along’ with something, unless it feels right to you.  It is our design to do this, and you are just being human to announce “No, my body is telling me otherwise, I am not a part of this ‘show’,  I am meant to be doing something else, somewhere else. 😉

When we are discerning, and we demonstrate that we are interpreting or ‘reading’ our body wisdom, other opportunities present themselves to us.  It is essential that we begin to carefully choose our response…or non response.

Get busy being absent. 😉

I Have Answers…

…to what has been plaguing mankind for centuries, if not for ever.

And yes mostly mankind rather than humankind, and some cultures / languages of us, more than others.

The “philosophical conundrum” the “unanswerables”, as if we really believed that?  And yet we kept on wondering… 😉

I have those answers, as I have accumulated the knowledge to do so.  From my effort to learn how to be the best human I could be, in order I may be one. 😉  I found my own parents hadn’t a clue, and how common this was.

It has taken a life commitment,  and a life consistency of uninterrupted intent and focus.  What am I, and what more can I bring through in my capacity as a human woman in my fullest potential, born into the situation I was?

The answers to the Hitch Hiker’s Guide To The Galaxy, Meaning of Life and Everything? 😉 or those wonderful thought-provoking Monty Python productions, or the hypotheses over the centuries, from our most respected authors and thinkers.

The answers to the questions you feel deep inside, that you don’t even ask because you think there isn’t an answer.

Or that no one knows.  Or that you daren’t ask, for reasons of foolishness, embarrassment, or because no one else does.

The questions most every one of us may wonder at one time or another, or always.  That no one asks as they think it is too ‘hard’.  A question from the ‘too hard basket.’ 😉

Well, I was born into this basket. 😉 I have lived my life from it.  Hard basket?  Shhmarskett! 😀

But the efficiency of our design, is that we ‘wonder’ for good reason.  We only have questions arise inside of us because we want to know an answer.  That there is an answer.

We wonder as our method of enquiry. We wonder so that we catalyze the nerve pathway to bring into reality, discovery of, and creation of, the thoughts of the solution.   To be human is to create, and there is nothing we cannot create our way out of, or our way toward.

You are an earth being, meant to be here, and meant to be here right now, at this time on earth.  There are no accidents or coincidences.  Recognizing that all is as it is meant to be, with growing discontent and equally growing desires for clarity, is exactly what is necessary for changes to unfold, and for us to solidify it all into our everyday. 🙂

What you are feeling is quite right.  Deep inside you know you are living beneath you, as less than who you are.  It feels incongruent, out of alignment, off-track, a ‘square peg in a round hole’ perhaps.  And our solution seeking creativity will not stop til it has found us a solution out of this.

Getting as much as we can out of our job,  maybe be the route that people take, and it can be as small or seemingly harmless as helping yourself to all the extra liberties; paperclips, allowances etc. But it is all the same thing…our solution seeking creativity at work within us as we simply must create , from the same ‘ball park’ , or the same category of our creative nature within us.

Our solution-seeking creativity is where we operate at our most efficient.  So lets create solutions, we seriously create realities from! 🙂

Sound, Shaped To Give Meaning, Carried On Our Breath = A Word.

Sound waves, shaped to give meaning by the instrument we are, carried on our breath = a spoken word.

When did we decide to waste them?  When did we decide to use them falsely? Obviously without realizing their significance. They are meant to be delivered in truth, the definition for which I prefer in this case being ‘adherence to what is’.

As a child I was struck by words not being used properly, or being used but without people understanding their real meaning.  I mean, what is the point of words if we do not understand them?  They evolved for that purpose.  Words, speech and language, are our special skill as Humans, and our greatest creative tool. Arguably, we require them operatively, to Be Human. 😉

My mother was a baptised catholic but she was evil, in the true sense of the word. (Evil; seeking personal benefit through intentional harm.)   And Catholicism – a dominant religion in England at the time – was popularized as “deliverance from Evil”.

My mother’s traumatizing of me, was pleasurable to her it turned out, so nothing I did in all usual attempts to find resolutions worked, as is the case with psychopathia.

She sought pleasure from creating harm.  She consciously undertook activity to needlessly upset as many people as she could.  This condition was given the name Sadistic paraphilia many years afterwards, as happens when enough people develop something.  Unfortunately naming a condition of ill-health, gives it life energy, permission, by an ‘existence status’ and deters from a faster removal and healing, but more on that, and this condition specifically in other writing.

I was also baptised a Catholic as it was ‘the thing to do’ in England at that time, and in the British family I was born into. There was never any mention in my family of it afterwards, or what it meant to be baptised Catholic.

In fact religion was a taboo subject for conversation altogether, along with sex and politics. These were the three things you were taught never to speak of, historically in England, and certainly in my mother’s house.   And no wonder there is such a mess and confusion world scale, with regard to these areas and to our lives.  😉

I loved the singing mostly, of what I thought being Catholic meant, and my school had morning assembly where we sang hymns. If we went to church it was only for Christmas or a wedding or another baptism, and again to me it was the singing that was my thing.

The words in these hymns were often concerned with ‘delivering everyone from evil’, ‘preventing evil’, ‘protecting against evil’, all seemingly with the concept that to be a catholic was protection from evil. But how could that be?  My mother WAS evil.

In preschool/ infant school, I decided to get to the bottom of where we all went wrong with our words. 🙂

Society Designs That Reflect Us, Instead of Restrict Us.

Are you just ‘fitting’ in? Constantly squelching, stifling, or repressing your uniqueness? Doesn’t this feel really wrong? Or, via your thinking process, seem wrong, ridiculous, even stupid, i.e ignorant? 😉 Wouldn’t you prefer to live as fully as you can, for us all to be living to our utmost?

To Be Human IS to create. To Be Human is to be led by our feelings, and be in integrity with them. To be led by our dreams with the real possibility of incorporating them into our daily, physical reality.

We Humans are arguably the most individual species alive. So doesn’t it seem obvious that we need to develop the approval of ourselves in our society? Yes ‘approval’,  for us to be able to progress as the creative individual we are.

Humans require change, as much as change occurs. How perfect is that? To not be creatively changing with the change, is how we have been progressively getting more out of touch with the needs of our self, our planet, and Universal Law.

Humans required by society to perform the same task over and over without ‘creative license,’ will deteriorate in health.   It begins ’emotionally’, with unrelieved sadness, frustration and anger; develops into ‘mentally’ as it infiltrates our thinking with such named illnesses as depression, then physical symptoms will occur, compromising our body’s ability to function.

We can easily change our performance requirements in employment.   We can job share, have changing tasks on a roster, do a tiered, progressive altering of task as days go by…we can create our way out of anything, we are Humans after all.;)  And solution- seeking creativity, our absolute specialty.

Any life affirming, work alternatives would be received and easily incorporated, as reawakened enthusiasm prevailed.  And we to be  realized, and incorporated within all aspects of our systems and structures. as the unique-creator.

A unique creator who is also a community being.  Not solely community minded, or recognized as an ‘average’ or ‘norm’, the simplifying terms, used by our ignorant ancestors.  Sure there terms were helpful, when framing our inadequate societies, but also why they are inadequate. 😉

We know more than we did then, it is a simple as that.

We thrive on challenge and solution-seeking creativity. We develop Chronic Deficiency Syndrome, when we must repeatedly function as less than who we are.

We need lives where we can embrace all of what we can bring to a situation, instead of restricting our selves, to replicate the actions of another before us.  We require this for health maintenance. 🙂

Humans Speak, So Warring Makes No Sense…

Humans are complex, and we are able to entertain many thoughts and many variables of thought, simultaneously, so we can survey and analyze, in order to choose the most appropriate measure. When would we ever decide to only use an action and remain silent, as if in ‘mime’, if we were serious about achieving the best conclusion?

We have speech ability so we can direct our complexity of thinking, outward. As is suitable for a human life, and we have speech ability for this reason, in addition to being our greatest creative tool.

A chimpanzee suits actions without words, as organization required is less complex, because issues are less complex. Humans require speech / discussion / debate / meetings, to bring about understanding of all variables and considerations needing focus.

The more complex or difficult, requiring consideration of many factors, the more the need for careful analysis and considerate discussion. Not less.
Actions of violence, without words, such as serious warring, can NEVER bring about a resolution. Real problems that require humans to be in their full managing potential to solve, can only be solved via our innate speech ability.
Warring is no way of reaching a resolution for a human being. It is the action of a chimpanzee. 🙂

A reminder about ‘Ego’.

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Excellent, thank you Einstein. 😉 There are aspects of ourselves that remain operating in our ‘default setting’ until we override this, via our conscious development. When we become aware enough we can take command of each part of our self, our ego included.

Ego is an important part of a human being. All ego is, is our identity construct we operate out of, here on earth.  Once we have built our self a framework or foundation out of which we can effectively and confidently operate from, we can let ego ‘go’.

Before this, it is our ego that tells us that our status in a community with other humans matters.  It differs if we are a man or a woman of course, as our needs of it and dependency on it, differ.  And as is our design.

Certainly in this modern time of role flexibility, complicated by our economic invention developments, career focus and so on, ego can have blurrier divide between man and woman.  However, as per our design, we are still different. 😉

Ego will stand in the way of the development of every other aspect of our self.  It is a sign of our own advancement how much we let it control what we do, or how we control it.    Once we have made our self feel secure with our self and our surroundings, we can move past  – or transition – focus on our ego.

Control of ego, is like being able to take the bridge crossing to Self Mastery Island. 🙂

Global Weather Reporting : The ‘Weather On Earth’ Show ?

Wow the electrical storms here in Australia, in an already too hot spring, necessitated I disconnect the modem! I am glad I am back with you now, but another too hot one today will see that repeat…

Everywhere we are having weather troubles.  Everywhere.
And yet the news shows still report with ignorance, without ‘joining the dots’, commenting only on single events, in single countries, comparing it with when it last occurred, or usually occurred.

Only global accounts of weather make any sense.  Only an Earth weather watch makes any sense.  We need to leave behind the ignorance of this silly ‘reporting for reporting sake’ to ‘seem to be in the know’ and ‘to seem to be’ doing something.   All made popular in English television, and used to promote it, and other commercial products to build the economy.

But we are not individual countries making do, as was believed centuries ago by Britain and most of Western Europe.  We are all part of a whole, as was always contained in many of our traditional guidance/ dreamings/ wisdoms/ teachings.

Everywhere we are having extreme life impacting weather conditions, as a result of human mismanagement from ignorance.  Ignorance caused disregard, ignorance caused stupid- invention- designs, ignorance caused illness affecting relating to other humans…etc

There is no need for shame to be felt by anyone, there is no need for fear of economic consequence at admitting to being more involved in the cause than the effect. Ignorance by definition means without knowledge, therefore ‘not knowing’ a better way, we cannot feel badly or be responsible. By default, we need to assume that people did the best they could with the information they had at the time.  People who are in fear and ill-health and not in truth CANNOT access their spiritual light channel for Universal wisdom and knowledge. In fear of other people trying to kill or steal from you, is not the time you take to learning health, hygiene and meditating, rather you pick up your weapon skills.. 😉

We were all affected by where we were geographically placed on the planet, i.e where we originated.  We were affected by what challenges immediately faced us, and where our creativity thus led us. To Be human IS to create, and this explains everything we have going on, on our planet at this time.

We still seemed obsessed to find life on other planets yet determined to reduce life here on Earth.  We still are operating in our ridiculous fragmented ignorant way, when we are all undeniably connected by media, and can speak each others languages. Old ways just don’t suit us anymore, and arguably never did..

We all know better now, or rather we all have access to Honorable, Integrous, Spiritually guided Humans.- which also means they are IN UNIVERSAL TRUTH – that we can receive guidance from. This means with good intent for all.  Yes, 🙂 ALL of us.  There is a growing movement of such individuals here on earth at this crucial time of change.  As is perfect.

Certainly our systems and structures need to incorporate this wisdom, but that is not outside of our own creative ability.

Be ready and prepared and open, with an open heart and mind for all the changes we do need to make on a global scale;  for the benefit of everyone, every life-enhancing microbe, and our special life-accommodating, blue-green planet in this milky way galaxy! 🙂

As More Warring Is Created Remember This….

 

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With more warring activity being created, and more of us going to be affected by this life-quality altering low vibration, remember the above image.

This is really what is true for us, not the illusion we have operating here in the physical dimension. WE are so caught up in these indoctrinated beliefs, but this also represents what we are saying we are fighting for as well!  Real truth, real love, the best way, and what is really real and best for us…

We have our own description for this state of being, incorporated into our alternate-same-beliefs contained in our respective written religious practice/faiths.  They differ according to where we are geographically on the globe, and what their publishers/promoters also required from their distribution.

In our differing versions, we are promoting our own argument for what is best and true and right. But it is white light – the highest vibration – we are arguing about.

It is this warm, holding, nurturing, love-light that engulfs us when we die, or when we ascend during meditation. I feel as though I am floating in it – a thick, love-soup atmosphere,  and the warmth of this love flows through me to my core.  I can access it when ever I take the time to do so, and brilliant, warming, white-light, cracks down into me like lightning accessing through my crown chakra.

It is there for us at any time, it and only takes disciplined meditation to reach.

And, as this light is of the highest vibration and only attainable through high-vibe activities such as loving kindness and joy, warring of any kind can never attain it.

It is just not possible.

We are language and we are energy, and only our language use, and realization, and appropriate management of our energetic activity, will achieve world peace.

And this is entirely possible! 🙂

 

And realize this…

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What I superb image!  It speaks to me of human cooperation – whatever our differences – and our working together to responsibly nurture all life.
It is our very design to reach this stage of evolution, and I look forward to this reality! 🙂

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